Hi. I arrived japan yesturday. and now I'm looking for the part time job.
I kinda quit job hunting now. probablly start it again after I went back to school.
And I got my first B on my grade this semester. I thought I made it through and would finish my degree w/ straight A. I worked for that so hard, I guess. And it was almost there. 2 more classes. I found out that after I came back to Japan. and made me so depressed. I should be more optimistic about this and about every thing else too. But I feel like I am the heroin of the my drama and am the saddest person in the world.
Probablly, I need a break. but at the same time, I've been depressing like this way for almost an year.
Such a dumn. And what the irony is my family is so supportive and make me feel more misrable. I am lucky definietely, but cannot be rational about the world!!!
Sorry for being such a grampy and deppressed. I, in real meaning, will be back soon.
Thank you for being my friends.
I kinda quit job hunting now. probablly start it again after I went back to school.
And I got my first B on my grade this semester. I thought I made it through and would finish my degree w/ straight A. I worked for that so hard, I guess. And it was almost there. 2 more classes. I found out that after I came back to Japan. and made me so depressed. I should be more optimistic about this and about every thing else too. But I feel like I am the heroin of the my drama and am the saddest person in the world.
Probablly, I need a break. but at the same time, I've been depressing like this way for almost an year.
Such a dumn. And what the irony is my family is so supportive and make me feel more misrable. I am lucky definietely, but cannot be rational about the world!!!
Sorry for being such a grampy and deppressed. I, in real meaning, will be back soon.
Thank you for being my friends.
Arisa, it's incredible that you made it all of the way to your senior year with straight A's, please do not beat yourself up over one B!! A B is still a good grade! You're just too hard on yourself. I'm sorry you're so depressed. Do you think it's something emotional(something is going wrong in life) or chemical (like diet and exercise or imbalance)? You probably do just need a break!
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