I am in Japan

Hi. I arrived japan yesturday. and now I'm looking for the part time job.
I kinda quit job hunting now. probablly start it again after I went back to school.
And I got my first B on my grade this semester. I thought I made it through and would finish my degree w/ straight A. I worked for that so hard, I guess. And it was almost there. 2 more classes. I found out that after I came back to Japan. and made me so depressed. I should be more optimistic about this and about every thing else too. But I feel like I am the heroin of the my drama and am the saddest person in the world.
Probablly, I need a break. but at the same time, I've been depressing like this way for almost an year.
Such a dumn. And what the irony is my family is so supportive and make me feel more misrable. I am lucky definietely, but cannot be rational about the world!!!
Sorry for being such a grampy and deppressed. I, in real meaning, will be back soon.
Thank you for being my friends.

So, I had wonderful breakfast and coffee with BMF today at Iguana.
That was what I needed so much.
I feel so thankful for all the friendship and beautiful weather after the depressing spring storms.

Then, I realized my feeling is so depending on the weather and temperature. Also remember my mom was writing same thing before. Time to time, I get know that I am so influenced by family, close friends and environment surrounding me.

"And yet it's still moves"
          ---Galileo Galilei

I feel like this quote has so many meaning depends on your perception. But I like it.

Hope tomorrow will be meaningful day

What Should I start from?

Okay, I'm gonna start this blog to make a better life my self and hopefully inspire or interact with others who have something in common with me.

Well, I'm gonna start my finals week today,

What big deal for me these days is definitely my future plan after the graduation. I have 6 credit hours to go after this semester. And I am looking for the job position wherever I fit in.

It's kinda hard to explain the recruiting system of new graduates in Japan. But it's complicated and really time consuming and energy consuming too. I supposed to have a passion for that when I started looking up the positions. But going through the process, the ideal of my future and the ideal of the typical Japanese companies' do not go together most of the time. And then, I started looking the non-japanese companies which have a branch in Japan. And it worked better because they like me better than Japanese-japanese companies.

Now I've started thinking to work in the US or other counties after my graduation to start my career. I guess I performed a lot better here in the US than Who I was in Japan. I find lots of freedom here even though there are lots of difficulties too.

I also think I'm a learner as a nature. It's easier and more exciting for me to switch my life style constantly and adjust when things happened. Of course I have strong interest in the languages.
and feel natural to be with it for rest of my life.

Back to the topic,
the job hunting, I really can't imagine my 5 years later. It's exciting but at the same time, it's really  making me nervous.
and I still like my country.
So many contradictions and confusions.

Hope those concerns will be joke 5 years later!!

What I've got do is prepare for Spanish finals!
Adios!